Daily Operation.

Roller Coaster Ride.

This is inescapable; something we can’t voluntarily exclude ourselves from. Every aspect of life involves around highs and lows, simply inevitable. Although we are unacceptably aware of this, we assure ourselves that when we reach our absolute lowest, there is only but one choice of direction ahead. Our temptations at times surpasses our current emotional state, and we succumb to doing things we wouldn’t do otherwise. This behavior is so instinctual, that the most disciplined person cannot help it. The only way to overcome it is to gain experience and learn from those mistakes. It’s cliche, but nonetheless true. This is why I forgive you. I know it was not to your best interest to do it, and like I’ve said, you let your emotions get the best of you. It isn’t even the most extreme of situations, but I’m relieved to have you admit to it freely. I like that most about you. The amount of loyalty and determination you put into this relationship will never be matched. I can understand why you fell the way you do about it. Although it’s something that’s out of our control-for now at least-you know that it’s an issue for me as well. We aren’t picture perfect; truthfully far from it. But there’s something we have that no one can strip away from us. That’s our connection. The ability to ‘put up’ with someone or understand them can be a chore, but it’s a skill that we have mastered. No matter how deep the lows are, there is a guarantee that things will patch themselves up and bring us back up. Of course that involves effort; a great amount of it. I’m in this for the same reason you are. Never have i questioned your loyalty or your honest means to our relationship. We may be separated by miles for the most part, but that spark remains lit. And if tonight has taught me anything, we have a shelter surrounding that spark that surmounts any possible adversity. I cannot stress this enough. I’ve told you from the start, I’ll be here ALWAYS as long as you are…never get too tired chasing for you. I’m ready for whatever lays our way. Confidence is just a part of it. Security and will is what we have. I’ve accepted that the drops remain unwanted guests that we can’t keep out, but highs are easy to come by when it comes to us.